On a whim, I had decided to join the SMUX team for the Tour de Taiwan trip - a 2 week trip of hard cycling around the entire Taiwan island, with an average of 90km per day. And I say whim because the distance per day and the overall duration is going to be a helluva work for a novice cyclist like me, because that 1k+ I'll be spending for this is a good 500euros away from my budget for Europe, and because the tight schedule gives me little rest before my backpacking trip.
Let me elaborate a little more on my pitiful cycling skills.
The common myth that cycling is a skill that sticks with you for life once you pick it up, did not really apply to me. It took perhaps a good six years of on-and-off cycling around East Coast Park for me to gain both confidence and ability to balance the bike on my own before starting off. Previously I needed my dad to support launch me off because once I got on the bike, the wobble would prevent me from moving forward. I was really more of a backseat cyclist on tandem bikes with other people.
When I was in the organizing team for FTB in 2007, we rented bikes for the entire duration of each camp so that we'll be mobile for the activities along the beach. I really wanted to cycle with everyone else over to the campsite from the store, so I'd volunteered to be part of the cycling team. What I failed to emphasize well enough, was that I was still quite a hesitant rider; when the rest took a shortcut through a slope, over the UDMC carpark, I panicked at the drain crossing and rammed into a lamppost. Needless to say, my very encouraging friends were more concerned for the lamp post.
On another cycling afternoon with the zyfie, I don't even remember why, but I'd ended up flying off my bike to land in front. Thankfully I only suffered minor abrasions, but until now, I'm still quite scared of a repeat accident.
Yet I still harboured romantic notions about cycling. I loved the idea of cycling as a main form of transportation and its green promise; I aspired to do cycling-based backpacking trips where you paddle through the scenic country roads of France or Spain.
I struggled to balance my heavy Vélib bikes in Paris and ignored the honking huge trucks as I tried to keep up with Francesca. I am really grateful to her for her generosity in going on a few spins around Paris with someone as inept as I was.
In Amsterdam, I really really wanted to immerse in the city's culture - I wanted to cycle around Amsterdam! Of course, I was again too scared to be on a bike alone, but my best friend was gallant enough to endure Amsterdam on a tandem bike with me. It was awfully fun because the proximity allowed us to chat about the sights we saw, and being the backseat cyclist allowed me to handsfree for some moments to snap a few photos. The hilarious part was that my Dutch friends seemed shocked when we told them of our Amsterdam adventure - they said the traffic was scary and even they wouldn't cycle around, much less on a heavy tandem bike. Made me feel extra proud of ourselves.
Then there was the SMUX night bike. For various reasons, I never got to go until year 4 term so I was crazy excited about it. Things did not get off on a good start; my seat felt very uncomfortable from the first ten minutes, something that had never happened to me on all the times I rented bikes for 2-hour rides. The supper at Changi Village made me super full, and there were so many slopes and chionging for the traffic light that I was really worn out by the time we reached our second last destination at Marina Barrage. Nonetheless, the satisfaction was well worth it.
I know that there's a chance I might not be fully ready for Taiwan when Taiwan looms around. I do worry that I wouldn't be able to train as hard as the rest, because I still lack confidence to cycle around on the roads on my own, and I am also without a bike. A saner part of me realizes that finishing 70km in 9 hours with long lulls of breaks in between is not reflective of the intensity of cycling 90km in a 3.5hours. Nor will I get rest days to recuperate - it's really about two whole weeks of cycling every morning. But I'm of the opinion that sometimes, you've just got to take a whack at it and bluff your way through with sheer enthusiasm. Oh, I'd lived that way for some years, and it'll be nice to get back to that gungho attitude.